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Tuesday, October 25, 2011, 11:33 AM

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Long distance relationships. I feel like I am in one right now. So this is how it feels like? To be waiting by the phone for hours and jumping at the very first ring. Now, I have a like-hate relationship with my phone especially smsing but nowadays, people who message me will find that I reply more frequently and faster.

Unless I ran out of credit, of course.

There had been lots of people who had asked me how I was coping with all these, even before he left. A friend of his went so far as to imply that he might dump me and go with other girls instead. Like, wow, what is with all that negativity?

I am glad for it though. All these months to myself, with a fair amount of days where he would be dropping by back home to run some errands. My sister had said that I was the type who couldn't last a day with seeing *him* and apparently, there had been a fair few who thought so too.

They get this impression from the way I look or something? Maybe from a vibe I unconsciously give out?

Well... glad I am given the chance to prove them wrong.

Although I'll admit, I wasn't the most self assured of all girlfriends. There was a time where the word clingy would perfectly describe me. Let me tell you one thing: Cosmo magazine is evil! As with the rest of the female magazines. The articles could make any certified sane woman insane from insecurity.

Trash those rags. You'll be a better person and in a more loving relationship without it. I know this because I'm a survivor.

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