Sunday, August 28, 2011, 1:59 AM
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I am tired.
Tired of people telling me one thing then go all mad and tell me another. Please make up your minds. Especially since it effects my work performances. You want my best, compromise and be nice about it. Thank youuuuuuuuuuu
Aside from that, there had been lots of ups and downs. I've come to realize how enclosed I am in my space, never bothering to explore the outside world. Personally, I've always been great with keeping to myself, fine with never talking to anyone for an entire day.
But circumstances have changed and I find myself in new territory covering all areas of my life.
Two weeks ago, one of *his* close friend was leaving for China for a duration of a year to learn chinese (see, she's a banana like lil old me) She was to be in a whole different country alone without a single comprehension of the local language. All I could do was staring in awe over how brave she is. Or how mature she is from people in our age group. I've also gotten the opportunity to meet some people who changed my perception on life.
By the end of that two hour barbecue party, the question on my mind was: 'What the heck am I doing with my life?'
The both of us (*he* and me) had an in-depth discussion of what we see in our futures. We've always discussed about that particular subject but that night was different. We've each decide that we want something more of ourselves.
All in all, that was one heck of a barbecue party.
That event was a mere catalyst however; so much has happened- which appeared insignificant at that time but in retrospect and deeper pondering- was so remarkable that it actually inspire more to life.
We've always sing the 'live your life' rock anthems but we never actually stop to follow its messages.
So let's start living for real, changing for the better little by little (because a change so instant and big is only a product of a impulse moment, rather than a long term promise kept) until it becomes the bigger picture.
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Labels: Random Babbles, Slice of life